How is he going to handle this. If you expect my mom to lie to him - even here... Wouldn't telling him here be safer? There's no alpha pack, no Gerard.
How are you jumping from telling him the truth to losing him? My mom knows. She's not lost. And I am afraid for her. Every day! Every day, I worry that something is going to happen. To her. To you. To Allison, Lydia --
Because that's --. [ He just runs a hand through his hair. ] I don't want him to have to deal with the fact I've been scared for my life for two years and he had no idea. I don't want him to have to chalk up another thing he'll think he failed on. I don't want him to put himself between me and half the danger this place has put me through.
[ There. He's been scared. For months. Before the City, even. How could he not be. Scott understands where Stiles is coming from. Completely. That's the problem here. They reached an impasse. They started on one side of something and ended up in Albuquerque, New Mexico. ]
Do you know there is only one person in the City who knows that Derek is a werewolf? I didn't tell them. I've kept it secret, all of it, for this whole time. Even with the curses. I can keep it from my dad too.
I don't know. We - we thought Ms. Morrell was telling us Lydia was the key to finding Deaton. But, Danny was. His report for Harrison. But, Lydia... she keeps waking up and finding dead bodies.
He pauses, drumming his fingers on the table top, "What if this is like Jackson's thing again? How he rejected the bite and became the kanima? It could be left over from what Peter did to her?"
"It does. There's other stuff, at a motel." He hears that and hasn't had any time to actually think of it. "Maybe. Or, something residual from what Peter did to her after?" He doesn't know. Nobody knows. "But, she's a part of it, now."
omg sorry do you want me to skip back it's all the different types i get mixed up
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What part of no way isn't computing? [ :| ]
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[ He's gone off his food now, just looks unhappy. ] I can't, Scott. I don't want him to know. I don't want to lose my dad too.
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I don't want to tell my dad. It's my choice.
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He's going to find out.
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[ Fierce, direct even. ] He won't.
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Do you know there is only one person in the City who knows that Derek is a werewolf? I didn't tell them. I've kept it secret, all of it, for this whole time. Even with the curses. I can keep it from my dad too.
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What happens? With Lydia? I'm still behind.
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He pauses, drumming his fingers on the table top, "What if this is like Jackson's thing again? How he rejected the bite and became the kanima? It could be left over from what Peter did to her?"
changing formats like a boss
omg sorry do you want me to skip back it's all the different types i get mixed up
Scott, bro. No. "So she's been dragged into our scary world of evil and mayhem. All the more reason not to tell anyone else."
i'm easy
This is not the point. "Why? Why is this all the more reason?"
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He looks away, "I'm tired of people getting hurt."
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WHICH WILL BE NEVER.
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He wants to rewind. He'd even take the weird questions over this stifling feeling of discord.
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"I didn't mean to get into that."
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Toying with the loose thread on his shirt. "I get it, I do. But I've had a lot of time to think about it here."
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