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[ He stares at Derek's hand for a moment. ]

You don't know how hard I try not to. That's the problem.

[He leans up and tries to fix this the only way he knows how.

He kisses Stiles, on the mouth, but then he backs up. This isn't his Stiles. This isn't his.]

Oh.

[ He's blushing. ] God, you don't know how much I wish this was us.

You need to tell him.

I can't. He hates me, you don't get it.

If you lived near him, he doesn't hate you.

[He nudges Stiles]

Put on a real coat, lets go back.

[ Wondering. ]

You're so different.

Tell me how.

You seem ... [ Gentle, almost. ] I don't know, it's just you seem nice.

No, tell me what he does.

And I'll tell you how to fix it.

And come on, this room stinks.

[ He grabs for a jacket and stands, shrugging it on as best as he can over one arm. ]

You wanna head back to the serial killer shack?

[He snorts]

It smells clean.

Yeah. You say that a lot.

[He considers how to explain this for a second]

Do you know when you get something in your eye?

Yeah?

That's what it's like when there's a bad smell.

[ A snort. ]

Fine, c'mon.

[Derek watches, and leads at the same time. It's close to the full moon and he should be feeling pack under his skin, not...

Just Isaac.]

He scares you.

Derek?

[ It feels weird talking about him like he's another person - like he's not right there. ]

Yes.

I scare you.

[ A little rebelliously. ] You don't scare me.

[ But there's the slightest uptick of a lie in his heartbeat and he seems to shrug it off, breathing out. ] Like we've already discovered, there's not a whole lot of trust going on here.

[He's quiet for a minute, like he's thinking about it]

Do you want him to -

Do you want us?

I don't know.

[ That's honest at least. ] I can't - everything's super confusing. I don't know if I've just stockholmed myself into - [ What are words. ]

It doesn't matter what I want. He doesn't care.

It can be good.

[He says it so casually, matter-of-face]

He cares.

[ He wants to laugh again, but instead he just jams his hands into his pockets. ]

He doesn't want it. And I'm not brave enough to keep trying. Not when the person of interest has literal claws and not the figurative ones.

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I clearly have been writing too many text tags

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that's okay bb! /clings

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