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[ Wondering. ]

You're so different.

Tell me how.

You seem ... [ Gentle, almost. ] I don't know, it's just you seem nice.

No, tell me what he does.

And I'll tell you how to fix it.

And come on, this room stinks.

[ He grabs for a jacket and stands, shrugging it on as best as he can over one arm. ]

You wanna head back to the serial killer shack?

[He snorts]

It smells clean.

Yeah. You say that a lot.

[He considers how to explain this for a second]

Do you know when you get something in your eye?

Yeah?

That's what it's like when there's a bad smell.

[ A snort. ]

Fine, c'mon.

[Derek watches, and leads at the same time. It's close to the full moon and he should be feeling pack under his skin, not...

Just Isaac.]

He scares you.

Derek?

[ It feels weird talking about him like he's another person - like he's not right there. ]

Yes.

I scare you.

[ A little rebelliously. ] You don't scare me.

[ But there's the slightest uptick of a lie in his heartbeat and he seems to shrug it off, breathing out. ] Like we've already discovered, there's not a whole lot of trust going on here.

[He's quiet for a minute, like he's thinking about it]

Do you want him to -

Do you want us?

I don't know.

[ That's honest at least. ] I can't - everything's super confusing. I don't know if I've just stockholmed myself into - [ What are words. ]

It doesn't matter what I want. He doesn't care.

It can be good.

[He says it so casually, matter-of-face]

He cares.

[ He wants to laugh again, but instead he just jams his hands into his pockets. ]

He doesn't want it. And I'm not brave enough to keep trying. Not when the person of interest has literal claws and not the figurative ones.

[He's quiet for another moment]

I can tell you how you did it. As a wolf.

[ He looks at him, looks at this Derek who actually genuinely wants the other him, feels something sad twist in his stomach. ]

You mean my sarcasm and wit didn't do the trick?

It helped.

[Derek feels a twist of-

He misses Stiles. He misses how Stiles would just ease up next to him, almost touching.]

So, I have to be all wolfy to be in with a shot, right? [ He can't keep the bitterness out of his voice there. ]

Because fuck that.

No.

[He shrugs]

It's not the wolf that did it.

[ Oh. ]

Okay, what did?

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I clearly have been writing too many text tags

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that's okay bb! /clings

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