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[studmuffin]

Awesome.

[ He sits on the chair the one way round and gathers up his own chopsticks. ]

[lupusalpha]

What is?

[studmuffin]

[ Mouth full. ] Food.

[ Look how charming he is, Derek. ]

[lupusalpha]

[Okay, sure. Derek just eats.]

[studmuffin]

[ Stiles has always ate like a dying man, it's part of him being a teenager. ]

So, are we still ghoulless?

[lupusalpha]

[He just lets it spill out]

I killed Kate and Gerard this morning.

[studmuffin]

[ He freezes for a moment.

He's almost selfishly glad that he hadn't been there, that he hadn't seen Gerard. The bruises still haven't faded. But it sinks in and Stiles looks up, locks his gaze with Derek's. For all that he pretends to hate Derek, he's still worried. ] Are you okay?

[lupusalpha]

[No, he's not okay]

They're dead. That's it.

[studmuffin]

Derek --.

[ Biting back his sigh. ] Look, I can't do this. [ Because Derek has to keep pushing him out and Stiles can't. ]

You know that I'm shit scared of the Argents now, right? You have to. So you should stop with this manly bullshit for a second and talk.

[lupusalpha]

You should be scared of them. At least someone else is! This is what I kept trying to tell Scott. This is why I did what I did!

[He wanted, so badly, to find new family, to find a new pack. And the Argents ruined it all, that's all they know how to do.]

[studmuffin]

[ Gerard beat the shit out of him, hurt him because he could, because Stiles was the only one he could hurt. ]

Maybe you shouldn't have broke my bat, dude. I could have done something.

[lupusalpha]

No.

They were my responsibility.

[studmuffin]

[ Stiles is supposed to be pack. ]

Fuck.

[lupusalpha]

[He is. And that's why he shouldn't have to face them]

I'll get you a new bat.

[studmuffin]

You think this is ever going to end?

[ Because he's been lucky, he doesn't want to deal with this any more. ]

[lupusalpha]

Do you want out?

Move back into town, forget about pack?

[There's a mote of hesitation there. Derek will do it but he won't be happy about it.

[studmuffin]

I meant the zombie thing.

[ His eyes widen slightly. ]

[lupusalpha]

[It's slips that reveal the most]

Who knows.

[studmuffin]

I don't want out.

[ Suddenly he's not hungry anymore, pushing his carton away. ] I probably couldn't walk away even if I really, really wanted to.

[lupusalpha]

You could.

I could tell Isaac to stop spending time with you. I could cut you off.

But I don't.

[studmuffin]

[ Running a hand over his shorter hair. ]

I don't really know what's happening anymore.

[lupusalpha]

I thought Scott went to find you. When you went missing.

He took Isaac.

[He's not sure that Stiles knows that]

[studmuffin]

Gerard let me go.

[ His dad was the first person he saw. ] It was a message, that's all.

[lupusalpha]

[A scowl.]

[studmuffin]

I got it loud and clear.

[ He's breakable and human and he won't make any difference. ]