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[affectioning]

Well, is it?

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[studmuffin]

is it what?

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[affectioning]

Is it more trouble than it's worth. Not, you. It. The entire thing. You kept it a secret for so long for what sounded like a good reason at the time but now really doesn't matter. My mom knows. I told Allison. Derek told Isaac. I thought Allison had told Lydia and then I did and I'm sorry but she knows now. Is Derek and all this worrying what you want? I'm not saying listen to my mom or be scared or break up. But, it seems like a huge hassle. All the time. And it's Derek. Being co-alphas with him still feels like he's the alpha [ backspacing ]

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[affectioning]

I don't know. And you know that I couldn't have told her it was unrequited.

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[studmuffin]

dude!

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[studmuffin]

you know what screw this. this is what i've been trying to avoid. because now it's this big complicated thing and all i wanted was maybe a little bit of happiness in my life. i've always supported you and allison even when it looked like it could end up sketchy as fuck. always. so you don't get to give me some half assed advice like you're worldly wise now.

derek's *derek*. i get it. he doesn't work like us and i'm fine with it. because it's my decision to be.

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[studmuffin]

forget it i have to go.

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[affectioning]

Hey, I support you and I want you to be happy. Everything with us, all of us, is complicated. I'm dating Isaac and Allison but this isn't about me. I'm not worldly wise. I was trying to have an honest conversation. Something you hadn't done with me for months. But, if you're going to shut down then I shouldn't be honest with you. You know I care about you. I'm going to worry. And I'm going to have an opinion. I'm sorry you hate it here and I'm glad Derek makes it more bearable to you. But, do you get every time we do talk, Derek is being *Derek* like you put it. I never hear how he did something nice for you - I never hear anything that makes me think this is a good idea and that you are happy. So I'm gonna worry and I'm gonna say things. Everything's finally out in the open. Let's leave it that way.